It was just one of the many times I spent in the casino. It was a year since I suspected that a depression relapse was imminent. It was exactly a month since my nervous breakdown.
There are days when my muse sits with me as a best friend would. Yesterday was one of those days. I sat back, closed my eyes for a few seconds, covered my face with my poncho for another second, moved forward closer to my laptop to open a blank Word document and started typing. I…… Continue reading Acceptance
In my quest to just keep writing, I do my best to write at least one flash fiction a week. Even when I find too lost to submit an entry for Microcosms, I write for Cracked Flash Fiction. Not all my flash fictions make me feel good about being a writer but I think it’s…… Continue reading The Spell
This, too, shall pass.
I find this an interesting and thought-provoking read. There are many opportunities available to us right now. As I said, exciting times!
I’m having second thoughts about the value of rumination. I did a whole lot of pondering last year and I ended up back on the couch. It wasn’t such a bad thing as I realized that I was not (1) clinically depressed, (2) crazy, (3) lost, and (4) hopeless. Still, I decided that perhaps it…… Continue reading To ruminate or not to ruminate
My psychologist told me that I am stuck with an illusion. She explained that it’s an illusion because the time frame was not long enough to include fights and misunderstandings, upsets and hurt, etc. Thus, all I remember are the good things. I said to a fellow blogger that I think psychologists can also be…… Continue reading Illusions and realities